Random picture

I have not wrote for awhile. 

I am going to be using this blog more. 

My thoughts are a lot. I am trying to collect them and write my book. I keep finding things that I think YES. 

Okay so this picture is of me and my grandfather Yancey. I love and miss him so much. I hate to think that I caused such a sad World that does not value family. I am really trying to heal past wounds. I did so much to so many people. 

I try to think back to those days. 

I feel like I am not in the World that I am from. This journey is confusing. I feel in my heart I have to go back home to Siksika. I miss my family and I left a lot of pieces of myself back home. I feel like I am moving forward without my family.