Well my baby is going to the hospital for a lil while. I just feel terrible I am letting my parents do this. I know my daughter is danger to my other children. Lemme say my other two children MJ and CJ have overcome so much since June 2008. They have not lived in fear since moving to Washington.
I hope my daughter knows I love her, but its going to be weird not seeing my baby. I am really just speechless and hope this changes her for the best.
I don't live with her so I don't see what my parents do. My son is an emotional wreck and to the point of crying whenever she speaks. He see's her for who she is and how she tells both MJ and CJ that she is going to kill them in their sleep. She will hold up a belt or a string. I agree with my parents that we need to find out what is wrong with her. I pray that she will be okay.
I waited so long for her to move down. She is one way to adults, but another way with other kids. She spit in MJ's friends face and she threw a jagged rock at my sons friends head. She held up a razor to my other kids. My son had a mop and had MJ behind him until my mom came home.
My mom says she hears A and T (my cousin who hid her from me for a year and half) in her head. A is an awful awful woman and tried to raise my baby as her own. Out of spite for my birth mother. My baby thought MJ and CJ were her cousins. A could not make my baby forget who I am. She would fight anyone who told my baby otherwise.
Now I go .... this hurts me as I write it down in here ... realizing these are not typical acts of a 7 year old ... i keep thinking "The Good Son" and that is hard to accept ....
