Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Acceptance

So the man i had children with has some issues. His mom attempted to murder him at 9 months. She murdered his father. This should have been a red flag. I was young not realizing this can be genetic.

My 7 yr old has threatened the lives of my 9 and 11 year old. Shes been seeing a psychiatrist who says she needs to be out of the house. For the safety of everyone. My baby could ultimely revert my kids back to how they were after living with their dad.

I know i am not giving up on her, but helping her.

I dont know what my cousin did, but their voices consume my daughter she says. It hurts how my choices affect my baby. Would this have still happened regardless?

I am at a breaking point wondering why? I lost her once but i pray i do not lose her again. She deservez to be near her mommy.

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